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Monday, June 30th, 2003
5:07 pm	Happy Deathday! Your name: SexyDlite You will die on: Monday, March 9, 2026 You will die of: Ran with Scissors Username: Created by Quill (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 22nd, 2003
1:53 pm	so ill turn bi.... sexydlite Magic Number 24 Job Singer Personality Multiple Temperament An Oft-Exploding Volcano Sexual Gay Likely To Win The Booker Prize Me - In A Word Beautiful Colour Brought to you by MemeJack yeah so guess whos not going to college..bc grand valley didnt send me the stuff in the mail.....i was already in, and its ALL THEIR FAULT. but the best part is, my mother refuses to let me go to sagnaw, the only place i have a chance at, why you ask? BECAUSE OF COW FUCKER...yes thats right, because my mother is self centered and as stupid as a lump of SHIT under my shoe after i kick her with it...i have no future, im fucked. so i told her while sitting n my car in front of my house as shes trying to talk to me out of the window, "no! im never coming home, IM ON MY WAY TO MIDLAND TO FUCK TIM...." isnt that great..comical. because according to her, im gonna go there and live with cow fucker and have lil cow fucking babies..all in one day. FUCK CORPORATE AMERICA. i just felt like saying that... in lighter news, i got my nose pierced a while ago, and i love it. wow, something good happened......n i did it all by myself, which i didnt think i could do..so im proud.. i cant locate a job....so last week i gave up spending every day looking and just wasting gas. nobodys hiring. so me and andrew have devoted ourselves to little green men wrapped in white laungerie to whom belong to lesley.. ..but andrew found a great job..sonoco next to macomb mall..so atleast i wont starve, too much. i have anxiety, and one more sleep turning night and thats it- all i can take. "we will run free, with the buffalo, and hold our proud heads high..." chickens in choppers. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: smoke a blunt in the car and then come back... (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 13th, 2003
10:13 am	Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... Category Your Score Average Self-Lovin' 63.3% Explored the pleasures of the flesh 62.8% Shamelessness 69% It takes a couple of drinks 77.8% Sex Drive 65.8% A fool for love, but not always 76% Straightness 12.5% Knows the other body type like a map 41.9% Gayness 94.6% Repressed, are we? 80.8% Fucking Sick 80.5% Refreshingly normal 88.7% You are 63.17% pure Average Score: 70.6% Take The Ultimate Purity Test and see how you match up! Current Mood: enthralled Current Music: not music, voices (Comment on this)
Friday, February 14th, 2003
2:11 pm	brandon.. thank you, its beautiful..diamonds n rubys are my favorite..i didnt expect you to think of me today, so thanks for being a pleasant suprise =) i accept your peace offering..i will talk to you. just hopefully theres no fighting, none of us want/need that anymore...yeah my grandma was really hard to get thru, but im ok now..i just have no family left, let alone no grandparents..but its sort of been like that for awhile..but i gotta go, thank you again.. Current Mood: cheerful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 13th, 2003
9:06 pm	-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend. What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? brought to you by Quizilla *phew* you are straight ... YAY Are you gay? brought to you by Quizilla EVERYthing is going great with andrew..i dont think ive felt like this in a long time..i kno i havent been this happy, im a different person almost..couldnt be more happy with him..someone that relates with me..its wonderful finally. we just click and things seem like theyve been this way for a very long time..thats how you kno your right with someone. i forgot what this feels like and im extatic..(tho that doesnt mean im gonna ditch my friends, i hope you kno that....dont think that of me..ok?) just every little thing..we do things the same. even down to something like cuddling..it just clicks..and it fits..and its more than compatibility =) ill stop gauking, i would forever.. im frustrated with other issues, and im not sure what to make or think of them..i dont wana really get into it, but only bad things can happen when a bunch of friends talk for other people..it always gets mixed up and i see it happen all the time, even most of the time not involving me..i just dun kno what doo about stuff..i just wont think of it, itll b alright if i let it alone. i think im gonna go to state...i just need to wait for my letter, but i got a 4.0 so im pretty sure theyll b like yay for me.. =) tomorrow should be fun, i like valentines day. its megan koehlers birthday lol.. :P ive only had a boyfriend once on valentines day..tim...years ago..itll b nice..relaxing... :) mhm i gotta go.. tater...i love yooooh bye Current Mood: loved Current Music: fever (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 8th, 2003
1:36 pm	..Tears. i have them..im crying...my only grandparent ive ever known...my grandma..she's dead. i was going to go see her with my mom one day during the week last week...and i didnt, and i knew this was going to happen again to me just like with my uncle...i could have seen her, i havent in so long. the last couple times i was there..its so far away..i couldnt even go in her room, it upset me so badly..i didnt go. why didnt i go! i hate my mom, i didnt bc i didnt want to be with her in the car..and i had homework, and she told me i shouldnt go..bc shes a horrid bitch. i have barely any family. the family i do have is crazy..i have no one but my stupid brothers..atleast i have liz..i kno my dads going to die..and i wont b here for that either..bc im never coming back once i leave this hell.. i want to cry forever right now..i dont deal well with deaths. everone important in my life dies.. Current Mood: scared Current Music: keeper of the stars (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 30th, 2003
11:11 pm	..·.·:·.·.·BeautifuL·.·.·:·.·.. did you kno that "clayton put invisible mistle toe"..above the door in the ceiling.. how do you not get up every morning and look in the mirror, and not just, not be amazed.. ..beautiful. ...i wish you could see it.. i cant believe i forgot what your eyes look like..i never saw how much of my world was dead..how you werent there. so much of me wasnt there.. ..when i got in the car i almost cried..i was so happy. i am so happy.. i am so thankful.. i found you. I would give up everything Before I'd separate myself from you After so much suffering I finally found unvarnished truth I was all by myself for the longest time So cold inside And the hurt from the heart it would not subside I felt like dying Until you saved my life (Chorus - all) Thank God I found you I was lost without you My every wish and every dream Somehow became reality When you brought the sunlight Completed my whole life I'm overwhelmed with gratitude Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you (Joe) I would give you everything There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do To ensure your happiness I'll cherish every part of you Because without you beside me I can't survive I don't wanna try If you're keeping me warm each and every night I'll be all right Cause I need you in my life (Chorus - all) Thank God I found you (I'm begging you) I was lost without you (so lost without you) My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream) Somehow became reality When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight) Completed my whole life I'm overwhelmed with gratitude Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you -Bridge- (Mariah & Joe) See I was so desolate Before you came to me Looking back I guess it shows that we were destined to shine After the rain to appreciate And care for what we have And I'd go through it all over again To be able to feel this way (Chorus - all) Thank God I found you I was lost without you (lost without you baby) My every wish and every dream Somehow became reality When you brought the sunlight Completed my whole life (whole life) I'm overwhelmed with gratitude Sweet baby I'm so thankful I found you (Chorus - all) Thank God I found you I was lost without you I'm overwhelmed with gratitude My baby I'm so thankful I found you (Mariah) I'm overwhelmed with gratitude My baby I'm so thankful I found you - i am so lifted, i am so free....i am just so happy, as happy as can be. =) Current Mood: touched Current Music: Mariah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 29th, 2003
11:12 pm	.."God your cute" ive forgotten how good it can feel. not that i remember completely, its been awhile. when two people click on this level..a level so deep its where personality definition is..when your happy..just to be in his presence..his presence, its what makes you happy. when two people click..its wonderful. and i feel lifted...its great when you see that someone else realizes something at the same time you do..and you can actually SEE that he cares..i forgot that look in the eyes..but today, it stared me right in the face, and i remembered things, i had totally forgotten. theres a smile on my face, because im happy. my eyes are finally opening again. =) Current Mood: impressed Current Music: beautiful (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 25th, 2003
2:02 am	as always. i get 'hurt' or whatever, but people hate on me. theres so many things i could say and express. i find everything to b better when i just dont exist..so ill try. you kno..you get really pissed and snap at me bc your rent dont like me and was conversating with you and i went to your play like you wanted me to so bad..you are so bipolar with me. i cant handle it. thats all im saying. goodnite. i have class in the morning...i cant believe im up. Current Mood: numb Current Music: aerials. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 15th, 2003
12:39 am	BROWNIES AND DOCTORS. MUAH! ..SPERMIES! IM EATING BROWNIEEEEEES!!!!! exams suck my arse, exams suck my arse, exams suck my arse, high ho the deri-o, exams suck my ASS!. mother BITCH!..but im happy..i found a happy spot tonite.. =) carl drew on my tonite while i studied for 7 hours at the apartment......omg..thats unreal. mother of lord. today me kris vicky marisa and erin went to d-town. right b4 i had my consultation for clinical med....which is awesome, yet work. lectures, st. john in depth tours, and SEE SURGERY. thats kick ass there. and i freaking have a doctors parking pass you gotta swipe all cool, lol, and bc i take medical biology, i only have to write a page paper vs a 4 page hard term thing....woo HOO. yay! what else..that brownie was so scrumptous..lol. donno what else.....kristina, SPERMIEZ!!!!!! Current Mood: amused Current Music: picture. -although thats not my mood like yesterdays.. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 21st, 2002
12:09 pm	rawr What's your sexual appeal? brought to you by Quizilla when i was lil, i was a tomboy.. oOOOoooouo..lol im bored i dun wana read that stupid damn book! i wish i had a car, i wish i had a car.....hiho the fuckero.....i wish i had my car salut Current Mood: flirty Current Music: i am butiful..christina agalikfjd (Comment on this)
Friday, December 20th, 2002
1:25 pm	What's Your Bedroom Personality? (For Her) brought to you by Quizilla DAMN STRAIT. youll be sparkling when im thru with you damnit.. lmao i am going to go to the dance with...................................................BLOP! donno who. BC ALL GUYS ON EARTH SUCK..rite kris? ps..i have SNAZY DAZY sox. that makes me a PRINCESS. ew. Current Mood: awake Current Music: mariah carey...christmas (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 16th, 2002
3:35 pm	whoo wheeee......mk What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla yeah well...okay then. hm a lot of stuff has happened, n you all kno it neways, so why type when i have a paper to write and then frantically run to the apartment to get my wkbk that i really need and that i got points off for not having today bc i left it there last nite...breathe....and..stuff. so be happy i wrote something for u to read...have a nice day.......mooo...for tater.... and brandons a stoooner...how ironic? :\ heh OOOOOH OH OH OH OH....i am SO confussed bout sat MEEERRRY CHRISTMAS HO HO HO da de daa buh bye oh yeah ps fyi all i can listen to in my car for the last weeks is christina agulearalkaudhfo i donno how to spell that...its great..but its weird cause i dun usually listen to that nemore...pccccc Current Mood: curious Current Music: im like a bird (my song) :) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 5th, 2002
12:54 pm	PAIN MOTHER FUCKING UNDESCRIBABLE PAINNNNN!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: PAIN Current Music: PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 6th, 2002
6:21 pm	what did i do what did i do to deserve them. who did i abuse in my past lives to deserve this back. no one deserves this, no one except the people who do it themselves. how am i supposed to cope..how am i supposed to deal with the rest of my life that goes on, when i have this each day. and then days like these.....how do i go on? who do i turn to? when i have no place to go..my mind has no place to go but to dwell in pain. i hate life. i hate the people in it except a select few that show me kindness..but still, they never know. Current Mood: scared Current Music: bother (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 24th, 2002
12:38 am	You Are An Intense Kisser! Deep tounging, nibbling, and locking lips for hours are on your agenda. You've been known to wear lovers out with your kiss, before getting to anything else on the menu. And given that you kiss so well... imagine how you do everything else. How Do *You* Kiss? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva mhm Current Mood: sore Current Music: dashboard confesional (Comment on this)
12:26 am	How Emotional Are You? brought to you by Quizilla if anyone knew what an emotional wreck i am right now, .....well.....theyd just put me out of my misery. thats all i have to say Current Mood: hurt Current Music: drowning-dashboard confessional (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 13th, 2002
3:18 pm	hey bebeh... How Does *Your* Dick Rate? ahhhhahahahahahhhahahahhHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAAAAA! this is sooo funny.....just for you! *points*! hahaha ....dont ask im so tired! that this is sooo funny........im gonna fall asleep in the shower.....wish me luck! i love b i love b i love b hey hey hey hey! Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: YEAH TOAST! (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 10th, 2002
7:50 pm	and o.....some things and some people have made me really happy too....naogjiertjalc (Comment on this)
7:38 pm	which eye are you? brought to you by Quizilla yrp, i totally forgot about this thing....so uuhhh....yeah..things are good, other things are horrible.....some things are still confussing.............everythings a jumble. what else is new? some people have recently told me some things about myself, things they see, good things.....and i get the hint that some people dont like me anymore....or once again........some things have me really depressed for periods of time....and some people make that go away...some people have betrayed me..some people found out everything about me.....some people know everything ive hid behind my back..and some people told me things they take back and what they wish they had..thats whats happened............friends is on in fifteen minutes and i cant wait..lol......but i missed last weeks...and that sucks so much. and t i wasnt talking about your grade...i was bitching about how i wasted my time studying way too much as usual....just a note....so thats it...im out Current Mood: tired as fuck Current Music: barenaked (2 Comments |Comment on this)